Tuesday, May 26, 2009

its making choices





love is somehow making choices.its either choosing pain for others happiness or choosing happiness for others pain.
madalas dumadating tayo sa sitwasyon na kailangan nating pumili sa dalawa.. ang masaktan o ang maging masaya..sa mga nakaranas na nyang sitwasyon na yan..it really hurts diba.!!yung mas pipiliin mong masaktan ka para lang makita mo ang mahal mo na masaya.yun naman ang gusto natin di ba ang makitang masaya ang mga taong mahalaga satin.pero bakit ganoon sa kabila ng mga sakripisyo for our love one...mas pinili pa nilang maging masaya kahit alam nilang masasaktan tayo in the end.i am hurt but im not left by my love one .nung time na nangyari sakin yun.para akong pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa.para akong yelong unti-unting natutunaw.parang ibon na nawalan ng isang pakpak.para ba kong isang lobo na sa halip paliparin nalang pinaputok pa.

but thats "loves its abount accepting facts and facing reality".

kung mahal mo ang isang tao.dapat handa ka kahit alam mong walang magiging kapalit.dahil ang tunay na nagmamahal ay hindi takot masaktan at iwanan kahit maging kabalikat man nito ay pasakit.
kaya ako,,"id rather choose pain for others happiness".eh ano kung masaktan ako,,MAHAL KO SIYA EH..kahit di na kami..its ok..ill give way.kuntento na ko.kasi alam kong mahal niya ako at MAS masaya na siya kung sino man ang nagmamay-ari sa kanya.
masaya nga ba?!!!

MAHAL PARIN KITA..(TanDA)at salamat kasi mahal mo parin ako kahit na alam kong mayroon kang iba.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

a love note

sometimes we tend to fall to persons who we think is meant for us.but later on after so many consequences we realizes were wrong.oftentimes we are to rushing and to conceiving when it comes to love.we oftentimes forget its true(meaning) SENSE and OCCURENCE.love is so majestic thus it comes at the right place,in the right time,thorugh the right person.as for myself, i can consider me as one of those who had loved and has love more than enough.i am not hurt nor left by my loveone but i am cornered by the sands of time.there are so many hindrances and i dont know if i can handle all of them but it is certain that i know something and that is IM INLOVE..i dont know till when or whats left to do its just make the most out of everything.cause nobody knows how long will it be or till when could it last.

i was born to fall..

whenever i experienced pain and sacrificing.when things go wrong and i feel that there is no more hope for me.love always makes a mysterious and compelling way.as for me, in every story there is a lesson.i've realized one thing which i considered very important to me and that is to love without expecting love in return.for the truth that a person cant dictate the heart but love dictates the choices we make.someday i know is gonna be too late to say the things that must be said but everytime i was lone memories always reminds me of you.i can consider me as one of those who had LOVED and has LOVE more that enough. i know I AM INLOVE but probably IM STILL BROKEN.i dont now till when or whats left to do.no one owns me,anyone please try to fix me im broken.i will never try to impress anyone just to fall inlove with me.cause when i dont keep that standard for the rest of my life, i wont be myself."I KNOW I WAS BORN TO FALL".a past will always be a past. i will look within myself before i blame the person i once loved before.cause i learned that LOVE IS NOT JUST A FEELING IT IS A PROCESS REQUIRING CONTINUAL ATTENTION.

Friday, May 15, 2009

How to hate this world

paano kaba magmahal?paano kaba masaktan?paano kaba maging manhid kahit na sobra ka ng nasasaktan ng taong mahal mo?

mahirap sa dahilan na hindi mo man lang maparamdam ang pagmamahal mo.hindi sapat na sabihin mong "i love you".kulang pa ang mangako para lang masabi nyong mahal nyo ang isat-isa...at walang mangyayari kung parehas kayong hindi makalimot sa nakaraan nyo..masakit diba?masakit tanggapin na nilikha ka lang para magpasaya sa kanya..na ikaw ang tagapuno ng mga pagkukulang ng taong mahal niya..na tila isa ka lang tissue na pupunas at tagasalo ng mga luha niya,,at pagkatapos gamitin ay itatapon ka nalang o iiwan basta na tila isang basura..

minsan nga naisip ko na sana di nalang ako natutongmagmahal.na sana lahat ay isa nalang laro..na sana ang mundong ginagalawan ko ay isang malaking playground..para naman hindi ako matutong magtanim ng sama ng loob..kung bakit ako naiinis sa buhay ko..pero kahit anong mangyari..kapag naiisip ko siya(zoxie)..

i just simply smile and said.."how can i hate thid world ehh dito ko siya nakilala"
thats life and thats we were supposed to be now..kahit wala akong ngwa ,,dahil minahal ko siya kaagad..